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I NEED A BRAKE!!!!!

Thu Mar 15, 2007, 5:24 AM
What a useless character I have, damn....... :(
First I left my old job so I could have more time to draw as I like.
Buuuuut that worked just the opposite way!
The first few days I told to myself "Ok. I'm not drawing but it's just that I need a break first."
Than that days became weeks...!!!!!
I've started the same image for more than 10times. And than just stared at it from time to time but didn't pay attention long enough to grab a pencil.
Weeks passed and gradually my sleeping hours shifted like hell. I started to wake up at 1600-1800 and felt like the day ended and nothing could be done. So I postponed starting any thing new to the nextday.

After a couple of months I decided that I must start a new job to put my life in order so I'd have time to do something for myself & my art.

Now I've been working in this job 4 about 2 months. I'm already complaining that the work takes all my time'n I can't find time to draw :(


Thats bullshit. I AM SO LAZY THAT I COULDN'T DO A REAL SHIT IF I HAD A MILLION YEARS TO LIVE.
Sorry m8s. I'm just trying a new way of putting myself under pressure by humiliating myself.

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Mood: Sadness *Anuk Mar 15, 2007, 5:29:34 AM
Shity Life :'(

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Mood: Cheerful =Daequitas Mar 15, 2007, 6:47:27 AM
shit happens but we gotta roll with the impact and learn to rise with the amount of shit :D or else its certain that life is gonna drown us in a whole lotta shit :D

take it easy man :D
try to look at life on its bright side :D
even if you cant find time to do stuff that you lie doing, you can always improvise :D do it in parts :D so and so and so :D
die devam eder gider hodjam bu felsefi yaklasim :D

uzun lafin kisasi, hayati takmican yoksa hayat cok kotu takior adama... kalemi elinden birakma, otobus, tuvalet, toplanti vs ne zaman ilhami amca ugrasa, "sst sen, evet sen hadi ben geldim bisiler ciziktir" dese ciziktir :D ciziktirki o karalamalarin arasindaki isik biraz olsun onunu aydinlatsin :D
hem karalamalardan baskalarida yararlanir, hmmm bugun cok sipiral calismissin sekillerinde sanirim kisir bir dongu icindesin die psikolojik yorum yapma acliklarini tatmin ederler sende onlara bakip eglenirsin :P

dahada kisasi;
hayat hep boole, sana bisi olmasin.... :D

slmlr :D

cheers mate :P
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~cizgi Mar 15, 2007, 7:00:01 AM
eyvalla m8.
roth amcanin dediii gibi gidio allah sonumu da benzetsin
:)

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~kidtrip98 Mar 15, 2007, 8:58:04 AM
Have yourself a pint and stop whining, bro-

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~Roselyn Mar 15, 2007, 11:04:21 AM
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arada oluyo öyle kötü bişiy. . .
artblock . .
hiç sevmem.

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~foolonahll May 14, 2007, 7:55:18 AM
Come on man, pull your shit together. Wake up, eat breakfast, and do your art around 9 am to 11 am. It is the most creative time of the day. I used to be like you. Now I have decided that Im done with the procrastinating. My desire to create and have something to be proud of has overcome my desire to be lazy and languish. If you cant just will yourself into it then find a new medium to work in. The novelty should get you goin and soon you'll find yourself back drawing again.

Each day we are born again to start our life anew. What we do today is what matters most. -Buddha

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~cizgi Jun 1, 2007, 12:30:17 AM
Thanx m8. Yea I couldn't do it by myself but starting a regular job has put my life into some kinda order & now it's upto me to use the time.

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